Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Identity

One thing was certain; His thoughts had been stirred by an unexpected, or rather much expected yet casually denied, turn of events. His soul was resilent. His will, a thick layer of energy as tough as stone, contained an uneasy agility of emotions ready to combust any moment. When the decision was made, little did he know of the difficulty to live it through, yet he knew that it was too late to reverse the resolution.

"But it isn't, my friend...", a voice called from the apparant void of the room. He knew well of who bid his attention, for this was not the first he had been visited by this unwelcome menace.

"What trickery raised you from your prison of torment? That is where you belong, and there you should remain."

His nemesis let out a mysterious smile, wicked to his eyes but genuine to all others. A playful character reflected the calm expression painted upon the visitor's face, a significant contrast to the person at the other end of the conversation.

"You know you need me... your actions have created a dent in chest. You know the remedy... but to retrieve it you need me... Or would you rather suffer? and live up to being the self-righteous prick that you are? Come on now,all's fair in love and war"

The words resonated in his ears. He fully remembered all the reasons he had avoided this man...

"This is neither a matter of love nor war... It is one of principles. I do not wish to become the man i once hated. I live what i've learned... and need not impart such disciple of pain to anyone else."

"And suffer in solice? Purge your thoughts of selflessness... let self be your centre for once."

"If i shall fail, the impact will be twice the torment. A risk i shall not take at the moment. No glamour last a lifetime, neither does storm. My mind is set... I will not become a mimic of those i despise."

They gave each other a momentary stare. The pursued turned away in ignorance and the persuer released a sigh.

"I envy your morale... but courage you have none. I complete that void yet you refuse my entry. It have always been so... you regretted none. Thus i trust your decision be one that proves to be our benefit. May it be an action more sound than mine."

Courage... he had. But premonition forbids its release for now.

"Let a forthnight pass... and you will understand."

Thursday, October 06, 2005

More than a feeling

More than a feeling(my first pay-cheque re-mix)

I looked out this morning and it was there,
Topeed up my phone, to start my day,
I even had enough to pay my fares,
I closed my eyes and I slipped away.

It’s more than a feeling, when I see 40 bucks left on the ATM screen (more than a feeling)
I begin dreaming (more than a feeling)
’till I see my next cheque drain away
I see my first cheque draining away

So many bills have come and gone
My heart breaks as they eat into my pay
So I just sulk as I wander on
Someday i'll blow my own smoke into the sky

It’s more than a feeling, when I see 40 bucks left on the ATM screen (more than a feeling)
I begin dreaming (more than a feeling)
’till I see my next cheque drain away
I see my first cheque draining away

When I’m tired and thinking dead
I hide in my music, forget the day
And dream of a girl I could have had
I closed my eyes and she slipped away
She slipped awa y. she slipped away.

It’s more than a feeling, when I hear that old song they used to play (just like my pay-cheque)
I begin dreaming (just like my pay-cheque)
’till I see that my cash is flowing away
And I see her each day walkin’ away...


Yep I prostituted a classic hit by Boston, "More than a feeling"

By the way Lara Fabian is a goddess of music!!!